Tail Spin
Everything and everyone around me is out of order. There is major ciaos. My ass CAN NOT for the life of me find a man I can relax with. There is always SOMETHING up. Sometimes I wish I was stupid and didn't notice obvious differences and conflicts within the men I date.
Peep this...
Ya'll know the story, I started dating this older cat but I knew something was up with him. There would always be unexplained time gaps. He would say some shit like "let me call you back in 5 minutes" and then disappear for 2 hours talking bout he took a nap. HA!! Nap my ass nigga!
Then turn around and say I miss you baby I want to see you, but doesn't show up to my house until 8:30 p.m. even though I talked to him at 2 in the afternoon. Talking about he had to stop at Circuit City. For almost 6 hours you were at Circuit City...oh really? Nigga please. He must of thought I was a simple bitch...so sorry, I'm not.
I realize it must be me attracting all of these wack ass niggas. I've notice that I'm changing slowly but surely. I've always been known for being hostile but under that hostility I was always optimistic. That is starting to fade. I keep looking at my hand but I'll I seem to come across is jokers, which would be good in most card games but I need some kings or maybe a jack...lol...at least a 10 but these damn jokers keep popping up.
And on top of all that these jokers can't fuck. It would be different if I was getting something out of the deal but these niggas suck and not in a good way. Finding good dick is like trying to find a needle in a hay stack and with all of the diseases running rampant who wants to try...I'm paranoid even with a condom on...but that's just me I'm a paranoid muthafucka.
Anywho...in the tradition of Thanksgiving I do have stuff to be very thankful for...family, friends, a great job that I love, and the new habit I've developed of going to the gym...lol
I don't know what I'll do next maybe its back to pimping and not giving a fuck or maybe I'll actually find someone decent who I like and who likes and respects me in return....yeah right.
Until next time keep it moving in the mad real world.
Peep this...
Ya'll know the story, I started dating this older cat but I knew something was up with him. There would always be unexplained time gaps. He would say some shit like "let me call you back in 5 minutes" and then disappear for 2 hours talking bout he took a nap. HA!! Nap my ass nigga!
Then turn around and say I miss you baby I want to see you, but doesn't show up to my house until 8:30 p.m. even though I talked to him at 2 in the afternoon. Talking about he had to stop at Circuit City. For almost 6 hours you were at Circuit City...oh really? Nigga please. He must of thought I was a simple bitch...so sorry, I'm not.
I realize it must be me attracting all of these wack ass niggas. I've notice that I'm changing slowly but surely. I've always been known for being hostile but under that hostility I was always optimistic. That is starting to fade. I keep looking at my hand but I'll I seem to come across is jokers, which would be good in most card games but I need some kings or maybe a jack...lol...at least a 10 but these damn jokers keep popping up.
And on top of all that these jokers can't fuck. It would be different if I was getting something out of the deal but these niggas suck and not in a good way. Finding good dick is like trying to find a needle in a hay stack and with all of the diseases running rampant who wants to try...I'm paranoid even with a condom on...but that's just me I'm a paranoid muthafucka.
Anywho...in the tradition of Thanksgiving I do have stuff to be very thankful for...family, friends, a great job that I love, and the new habit I've developed of going to the gym...lol
I don't know what I'll do next maybe its back to pimping and not giving a fuck or maybe I'll actually find someone decent who I like and who likes and respects me in return....yeah right.
Until next time keep it moving in the mad real world.
posted by NameLiar at 12:36 PM
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